not good enough.

always never eever good enough.
not pretty enough
not skinny enough
not smart enough
not helpful enough
not generous enough
not anything.
just plain horrible selfish sick person.
i cant wait to die.

new day :)

ahhh yesterday was laaaaaame
one of those days that you just wanna sit in bed all day cause you feel bleehh :\
BUT
on the bright side
todays another day :)
dadddy's home :)
:D

pourquoi?

why?
a simple question, yet so many answers...
why am i not good enough?
- fat
- ugly
- stupid
- clumsy
- forgetful
- insignificant.
basically, anything but perfect.
i will never be good enough to just be noticed,
and even if i do somehow reach that goal,
i would hate every second because i'd know it wasn't the real me
but then again no one knows the real me.
this blog is my only emotional outlet
and that's only because i know no one would read it.

falling.

stuck in a whirlpool of misery
hoping, searching for the light at the end of the tunnel
someone to rescue me from myself,
& my cruel taunts
but... that's not reality
because no one realises,
no one sees,
& sadly, no one cares
im just a speck falling,
crashing,
& burning.

holidaaayss

THE END OF SCHOOOL!
WOOOTTTT! freeedom for two months :D yay to the max
exceptt ains is leavinggg ):): *sigh*sigh*
oh well... we'll just have to catch up out of school :)
xx

physicaaal activity :)

EEEP! XD
i know some people couldnt associate me with like physical activittyy, but i have been anddd i stepped on the scales today....
*drum roll*
I LOST 5 kgs sincceeee lastt week :D
YEAH! finallyyy im now like 45kgs :) i feeel totally amaazzinnggg :D
maybe this is the whole endorphin thingg working?
i dont realllyyy know but it feeels good
so for the people out there who are sitting at the computer:
get some fresh air & a little physical activity and you'll feeeeel amazing :)

-tasheey. x

foreveeryoung(:

Taking it slowly, watching everyone speed by in the fast lane.
What's the rush? Why is everyone in such a big hurry to grow up?
We only have one chance to cry when we scrape our knees, to laugh over the silliest things, and to run around like baboons.

:)